Friday, October 14, 2011


Today is the second anniversary of my laparoscopic radical prostatectomy.
My PSA remains at <0.05 ng/ml (near non-detectable) since my surgery.



For more than two years I have been sharing with you the story of my diagnosis, treatment and recovery.  Most of you have not faced the overwhelming wave of emotions that a cancer diagnosis can bring; the terror and anxiety of not knowing what the next set of tests (every three to six months) may show. 


I'll be completely honest with you all. I've had my moments of overwhelming fear. Fighting back tears, bouts of anger, the constant race of questions and "what ifs" racing through my head in the middle of so many sleepless nights - wondering what the best course of action would be for me, and if the decisions I made were the right ones.


The surgery was the easy part - I slept through it.


I would not have made it through eight weeks of recovery, 10 weeks of radiation and hormone therapy without the love, prayers and support of my family and so many friends; as well as those of you whom I have not met, but have been following my story here.


For those that have stumbled across my story in your search for information, help and support on the internet, my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family as you face your own diagnosis.


The worry and stress of the unknown is the toughest part - it was for me. It's always difficult to turn over your life to someone you just met while you're in a vulnerable emotional state. As a Christian, I had my Faith in God to look to for guidance. So giving all my worries and pain to God, I was at peace with whatever outcome I was going to have to deal with - and still do.


If you find yourself, or if the women that may read this find their husbands, facing this diagnosis - talk about it in the open.  Don't hide behind and try to deal with it all yourself. I know you'll be surprised as to how many people around you may have dealt with this themselves or have a family member who has.


Nearly a quarter of a million men each year are diagnosed with prostate cancer each year. It's a disease that is survivable/curable nearly 96% of the time when caught early. The earlier, the more treatment options are available - including something as simple as "watchful waiting".


There are a countless number of resources and support organizations available to you.  Ask your doctor or the medical staff for information about local support groups. You can can visit UsTOO International at www.ustoo.org for your local support chapter.  Us TOO provides education and supports services not only prostate cancer patients, but for their families as well though informational materials, to support group meetings.


As time goes on, I will continue to update this blog with my progress and any changes.  I thank you all for your support and friendship.  I couldn't have gotten through these last two years with the love and support of my wife Janet, our three sons and all of our family and friends.  You've all made my recovery and fight much easier to face knowing that you were there with me.



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